Ok here it goes once again writing my feelings down without a pen.
Just typing away not knowing exactly what I’m going to say,
and pretty much just typing the thoughts that come my way.
It’s has been a while, that’s for sure.
I’m sorry to my readers but, here lately my life’s a total blur.
The meds I’m on make me so damn sick,
and agitated at times my friends now, just think I’m just being a prick.
Look, I don’t try to be I can’t help it at all.
I feel like my brain is being bounced against a wall.
I’m losing my sight as each day that goes by.
The Tunnel Vision and Cataracts, has taken over my eyes. I swear everyday,
I wake up there is a new unhappy surprise.
My wife sometimes just sits and cries, she says to me,
she wishes there was something she could do. To stop the pain I have inside.
The MRI’s the EEG’s oh don’t forget the Cat Scans oh please,
I can go on for days writing down all the tests I take.
That show the same results, but none of them can stop the pain.
I always feel the same. Oh well, what can you do?
But, live each day one step at a time.
I deal with it by writing poems, I like words that rhyme.
I am doing a little better now, I guess? As time passes by I’ll do my best.
I’ll take my meds each and everyday and hope and pray a miracle will come my way.
My wife is the best she’s encourages me everyday to get some rest.
I just wish I could, man that would be great!
The sleep aids, I take have the opposite affect on me.
I am like a little kid who has climbed a sugar tree.
I quit taking them just for that fact.
But, I still go for days on end without so much as a nap.
Well, wonderful people I thank you for following me on my journey as the time goes by.
It’s hard “financially” sometimes, to just make it by.
I work online everyday to try to make ends meet; it’s a toss up sometimes for me,
the Medicine or something to eat. I’m a big guy so you know what I’ll choose.
I sure like my food like a Drunk likes his booze. It doesn’t matter how much money you have,
filling prescriptions straight out, without insurance can be very sad.
I thank god everyday for “Google ads” and other things that I do.
If it wasn’t for your clicks or business, I don’t know what I would do.
Cause, believe it or not you help me buy my meds to get me through. And I thank you.
I have great products and offers I know. But, without loyal customers like you,
I don’t know what I would do.
Written By: Gary L. Hess
February 12, 2011
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